I DON’T THINK I'LL STAY

Intro (I Don't Feel) Why don't I feel anything? An unsatisfying title For an absolute meaninglessness My first memory is me sitting at the table in my grandma's kitchen And staring at the pots that on The stovetop It feels like I'm seeing a volcano's erupting lava At this moment I felt my heart beating so fast that my ribs were already started to vibrate It felt like my heart was literally trying to kick its way out of my chest That was the first time for me to feel And now It's all gone Why don't I feel anything? I don't feel anything Rollercoaster Sometimes It feels Like I'm Mr. trouble And you are Mrs. mistake Running in circles Like I'm a dog And you are my uncatchable tail I love the thrill, you make me feel Like I'm on a rollercoaster I can't get over you Every night you end with Fuck off and never come back But I always come back to you How the fuck do I always come back to you? How the fuck do... Fighting and yelling And breaking some plates Keeping it real all along The usual ritual I'm leaving and coming back And after a minute we're making love on the floor I love the thrill, you make me feel Like I'm on a rollercoaster I can't get over you Every night you end with Fuck off and never come back But I always come back to you How the fuck do I always come back to you? How the fuck do... Tantalized I see the sky merging with the ocean Can taste the salty air Tantalized by your devotion You light my darkness with your glare Yeah You know I tried so hard to hold on But I can't help it I'm letting go Should I Stay here? I don't even wanna know The target is clear Left with arrows got no bow Bring me back to my haven Where the wind blows in harmony Just before my pain gets taken I keep drowning in my agony Yeah You know I tried so hard to hold on But I can't help it I'm letting go Should I Stay here? I don't even wanna know The target is clear Left with arrows got no bow Always had these fears But now I give them no more room The target is clear Infected flower will not bloom Put Your Head on My Shoulder Put your head on my shoulder Hold me in your arms, baby Squeeze me oh-so-tight Show me that you love me too Put your lips next to mine, dear Won't you kiss me once, baby? Just a kiss goodnight, maybe You and I will fall in love (you and I will fall in love) People say that love's a game A game you just can't win If there's a way I'll find it someday And then this fool will rush in Put your head on my shoulder Whisper in my ear, baby Words I want to hear Tell me, tell me that you love me too (tell me that you love me too) Put your head on my shoulder Whisper in my ear, baby Words I want to hear, baby Put your head on my shoulder Apocalyptic Girl I've been dreaming about her ‏Saw her dancing in the fire ‏The city burned people ran ‏But she had another plan ‏Maybe I'm feelin' it ‏And maybe I'm not ‏But she is worth a fuckin' shot ‏And I don't care if she'll refuse ‏I don't have nothing ‏Don't have nothing to lose ‏So I approached her You're one of a kind ‏You're makin' me shiver ‏Your beauty is a crime ‏You'll be the boat ‏I'll be your river ‏I don't wanna cross the line ‏Right before the world will end ‏Would you be my ‏Apocalyptic girl? ‏Don't know how you did it ‏But you caught me ‏You make me crawl ‏Don't know how you did it ‏But you saved me ‏You fixed my hole ‏Playing games to the moonlight ‏Seeking for my deepest fears ‏Mining through her crystal eyes ‏To reach those diamond tears ‏Maybe she's feelin' it ‏And maybe she's not ‏But It's her turn to call the shots ‏And I'm hoping that she'll not refuse ‏Cause I've got everything to lose ‏She said it's shocking ‏It must be a sign ‏I've been dreaming about you ‏Saw you dancing ‏The city had burned ‏The sky never went blue Kind of a blessin' ‏Even if the world wouldn't end ‏Let me be your apocalyptic girl ‏Don't know how you did it ‏But you caught me ‏You make me crawl ‏Don't know how you did it ‏But you saved me ‏You fixed my hole Don't know how you did it ‏But you caught me ‏You make me crawl ‏Don't know how you did it ‏But you saved me ‏You fixed my hole Prescriptions The patient's presenting problem is Depressed mood and suicidal ideation Currently receiving cannabis treatment Physical and psychiatric evaluation Reveals an anorexic and lethargic patient The patient is diagnosed with Borderline personality disorder Major depressive disorder And fibromyalgia Recommended treatment Escitalopram 20mg, amitriptyline 10mg Duloxetine 175mg, pregabalin 150mg Clonazepam 10 mg, quetianpine 75mg In conjunction with intense psychotherapy Pink Pill / withdrawal I forgot my pink pill And now I'm Feeling numb Always lose, that's my skill How could I be so dumb? Can't seem, to work it out now Stand still, time's moving somehow Every day is getting harder than was ever before Rolled spliff, fast sniff Xanax, bad dreams Sweet smoke, old fears I'm stuck Another talk about the Way I feel To get to the core Try to find it never been so far So give up and score Can't seem, to work it out now Stand still time's moving somehow Rolled spliff, fast sniff Xanax, bad dreams Sweet smoke, old fears I'm stuck Apathy, Night sweats No appetite, I'm too stressed Benzo, more regrets I'm stuck Those goals I have missed A lost cause faded bliss Addictions and risks Puff and blows I can't resist I can't resist Skin and Bones, I'm on The floor Counting falls There's many more Climbing on walls I can't ignore I can't ignore That Every day is getting harder than was ever before Don't Go Got along now I'm thru with this place ‎‏Used to own it, now think and disgrace ‎‏It's that spot when I had to escape ‎‏Shit's just crashing my pride, I just buried my cape ‎‏Funky feels that I'm already biased then ‎‏I fail to compare cuz I'm overly high, as ‎‏I start to explain what I hate then retire ‎‏I can't wait to sit back get some hopes gettin' higher All that front is just far from the truth Try again and again kinda lose One step forward but then 10 steps back The louder I come the harder I crack Hate the mercy but can handle the shame Keep on playing with life I'm out of this game All that front is just far from the truth Try again and again kinda lose Where the sun never shine but the moon Light it up but just going to soon Let Me In I can see you hurt I can feel you're mood Your skin's ghostly pale Why'd you so cold to me Just hold on And wait awhile You don't have to get too high I know your secrets baby So let me in I'll heal your wound I'll be your skin Oh, you got me so bad You're Burning your dreams And drowning your joy A skilled serial killer on the road Your self-distraction Just Begging for more I know your secrets baby So let me in I'll heal your wound I'll be your skin Oh, you got me so bad Got to Chill Movin' too fast I've got to chill My head in the clouds so I can't feel I see it's funny Cus it's Hard to believe I used to think that I'm Kind of unique Movin' to fast I've got to chill Hurting myself to keep it real Meanwhile, I'm tripping gettin' lost You know it's my bad You know it's my bad Oh my, I'm still searchin' even though It's gettin' me mad It's gettin' me mad Holdin' too tight my hands get weak It's taking too long and it makes me sick How do I get out of my fuckin' bad? It's time to wake up But I just fasten the chains Holding too tight, sweating hands I'd like to stay but on my terms I Don't think I'll stay Meanwhile, I'm tripping gettin' lost You know it's my bad You know it's my bad Oh my, I'm still searchin' even though It's gettin' me mad It's gettin' me mad Junky I'm sorry but you've got to fix me cause My broken body is about to give up Rumor has it that I'm a junky And you're the best drug I've ever tried We should always stay together Even if the sky's falling We feel this could last forever No matter if we broke or ballin' Let's stop overthinking Cause tonight You've got to save me You've got to save me Cause I'm drowning in your eyes I'm so tired of being lonely I can't sleep without your touch Baby, I'm addicted And I can't get enough Let's stay together Even if the sky's falling Cause we feel this could last forever If we broke or ballin' Let's stop over thinking Cause tonight your lips are my delight Comfy I find it pretty hard to feel comfy These days As much as I try it makes Me itchy And dazed Hold your horses I'm coming in peace Feeling useless And choked by tears Losing my temper Rollin' down from the highest hill Wings with no feathers An empty soul I've got to fill Conversating over some J's and some coffee Putting a smile for the outside, the inside is whining just hand me the trophy Daily debating I'm thinking of buying some more weights Having said that I haven't been counting shit, let alone moving the past days As I drown into all of these horrible thoughts At the moment I take a breath I'm getting caught So I consider instead maybe some other colors to take Well, get your ass to finally stay outta bed, and get to work start the part when your mood's gettin' fake Losing my temper Rollin' down from the highest hill Wings with no feathers An empty soul I've got to fill Losing my temper Rollin' down from the highest hill Wings with no feathers An empty soul I've got to fill Intro (I Don't Feel) – song by Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz, prod. By Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz Rollercoaster – performed by Henny Lane , song by Hen Elmakias , prod. By Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz Tantalized – Preformed by Henny Lane , written by Hen Elmakias & Dan Tevet , music by Ido Katz & Hen Elmakias , prod. By Ido Katz & Hen Elmakias Put Your Head on My Shoulder – Preformed by Henny Lane, song by Paul Anka , prod. By Ido Katz & Hen Elmakias Apocalyptic Girl - Preformed by Henny Lane , written by Hen Elmakias , music by Hen Elmakias & Saar Yaffe , prod. By Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz Prescriptions – Preformed by Josh Balmores , written by Hen Elmakias & Dor Yanay & Ido Katz , Music by Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz , prod. By Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz Pink Pill / Withdrawal - Preformed by Henny Lane , snog by Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz, prod. By Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz Don't Go - Preformed by Henny Lane, song by Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz, prod. By Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz Let Me In - performed by Henny Lane , song by Hen Elmakias , prod. By Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz Got to Chill - Preformed by Henny Lane , written by Hen Elmakias , music by Hen Elmakias & Saar Yaffe , prod. By Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz Junky - preformed by Henny Lane , song by Hen Elmakias , prod. By Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz Comfy - performed by Henny Lane & Edough , song by Hen Elmakias , prod. By Hen Elmakias & Ido Katz תמונת פרומו הורד תמונת פרומו הורד תמונת עטיפה הורד הופעת השקה לאלבום הבכורה: 16.12.21 בבית היוצר (האנגר 22, תל אביב) אינסטגרם פייסבוק ספוטיפיי יוטיוב more... Henny Lane Rollercoaster 2:54