Hate You Instead

Hello stranger are u doing fine Took while to get you off my mind  I tried to hide I took ride and wrote a song  Couldn't u keep your distance    That was 67 months ago I don’t think about it anymore  But then u wrote , hello again out of the blue  Killed my entire weekend   Don’t grow up without me That’s what i said when u left politely  Now u come back and expect me to put this thing to bed I guess I’d rather hate u instead Papapapapapapappapa   Mother told me That it’s not my fault that I am right and everybody's wrong I wore a mask to hide the bruises on my skin I tried to believe those lies   Oh how i felt like a fool  when you told me your friends didn’t like me at all They don’t hand out awards  for hanging around with the school’s biggest weirdo   Don’t grow up without me That’s what i said when u left politely  Now u come back and expect me to put this thing to bed I guess I’d rather hate u instead Papapapapapapappapa   So scare of replying Been on the mend but I’m slowly dying  Will u come back if I’ll promise to be the bigger man But  I guess I’d rather hate u instead Papapapapapapapapapapa