Unfurl

I’m going to die, I’m going to die I don’t know when, I don’t know how, I don’t know why Now I ain’t going to lie, I ain’t gonna lie I’m terrified, as any other guy Oh my, oh my, I love the earth  I love the sea, God, I love the sky But when I die, don’t you dare cry  No, don’t you dare cry, I’ll tell you why   All of my life I have lived with one rule to help me survive All of my life I have lived with one rule to help me survive I will not die  I will not die  while I am still alive   I don’t decide but I will not hide we all must abide, Yes, we all must abide I’ll tell you why I don’t take your side Sides are all narrow, the ocean is wide   I think you need me to sublimate this into something that you can chew Anything more like you  normal ain't what I do  I've been too close to the darkness too long to not see the truth   See I've been rejected from normal trajectory    Since I’ve been objected to so many pain So many pain, so many pain Only a song can try to explain But when we go, when we go, when we finally let it all go But when we go, when we go, when we finally let it all go  You’ll say goodbye, You’ll all say goodbye I’ll say hello   Hop, and I go and you won’t see more of me Falling through the floor and the flow’s got hold on me Flowing in the flow and flow is God in me Eeny, Miny, Moe, mining more means more of me Many mining more and I core just more of me Any miner knows that the call is calling me Any mining more and there won’t be any me   Stop this, I don’t want this, let me  Disrupt all this self-destructiveness, I  Digress but there’s dire stress in me  If I die graceful then there’s something wrong with me   I congress all my self to myself  And I protest all this slow press, and I shelf All this nonsense about being ok with this  So chivalrous, I'm not ok with this I’m gonna cave from this I ain’t going to stand on my grave  And just reach out my hand to the great abyss Let me tell you this   I’m still a body, just a body And I’m just like everybody  I’m a flesh and bone embodied  Sense of self that needs to badly Recognize itself through oddly  Patterned shapes that go around it But there is never anybody It's just me, there is nobody And I’m blind, but I still find it All these shapes that help define me Through the fog, they help Outline me   As I scream with all my finite Gasps of air into a universe that don't care  It's just echo of my own sowing And I can’t go or just let go of it   My imminent death is a weight on my chest, yo,  My breath is congesting with all of this self flow I can’t breathe but I'm still spitting  And I don’t believe but I’m still spitting  And I can’t leave so I’m still spitting And I can’t breathe but I'm still spitting    I’m going to die, I’m going to die I don’t know when, I don’t know how, I don’t know why